Today, the whole day i'm having a bad day. Started from i wake up this morning until now. Everything is not at the right place. My heart feels empty. I lost my temper easily. I scolded my daughter. I hate myself sometimes. I dont even know my own self. Whh do i have to feel this, why do i have to go throught this.
I just feel like crying now. But there is no tears. I crying out loud inside me. Deep inside. I feel like to stay by myself. My own home, myself. I dont want to meet anyone. I just need to be by myself. I dont want to see peoples including my family members.
It's been awhile. I know this will be repeated countless times without failed.
I wonder when will be the end...? Maybe on the day i die. I just cant help to think that way. God! Help me.
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